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2008-07-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

Hiatus

2008-06-24T09:54:00.001+08:00

Taking a break ;)

when boredom strikes

2008-06-20T14:02:00.004+08:00

I'm blogging out of boredom. My colleague went on 1/2 day leave so I'll be the only one answering calls for the next half of the day. Oh well. Heh. Anyway, so far it's quite slack which is good and my colleague and I could like play jigsaw puzzles in the office.

I had bread and teh tarik for br-unch today because I was lazy to go down at 11 to tapau food into my office.

I just realised that one thing that I like about helpdesk is that I can argue and try to find solutions for a certain problem. The one thing I don't like is the sound of the phone that can make me jump in my seat. Haha so random.

Lastly, we've only got a few days to go to polish on what have not been polished. Yikes.

Hopefully we'll achieve something out of it. Quite excited but very nervous as well.
Wish us luck hokey!
Till next time.

countdown....

2008-06-09T11:40:00.001+08:00

The countdown begins.
2 more weeks babes!

lalala..

2008-05-21T21:33:00.005+08:00

Finally got my pay after the frustrating long wait.

Anyways, my little nephew slept over for the holidays.

Notice the pink donut stains on his mouth.

He pronounces duduk as 'kokok'. And potong as 'gong gong' and does this hand gesture thing like he's cutting something.
He's 2 years old by the way.

Bibik ida: Dudok.
Nabil: Kokok.
Bibik ida: Duuuu.... (attempting to teach him syllabus by syllabus)
Nabil: Kokok!

Suka hati ko la nabil.

On a side note, maybe I have to start from scratch and start small.
And to be more appreciative from now on.
I always get caught up in this neverending cycle which I can't get out of.

American idol. The battle of the davids. I hope david cook wins.

Know your place, but never let anyone convince you that you are nothing.

Closure.

2008-04-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

Right now, I just want proper closure.

Focusss

2008-04-16T20:09:00.005+08:00

And all I got to constantly remind myself is to focus and prioritise.
Look at the big picture.

Success is simple. Do what's right, the right way, at the right time. - Arnold Glascow

Decision-making

2008-04-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

If only decision making could be easier.

I only want the best for myself. =(

Give to us clear vision that we may know where to stand and what to stand for - because unless we stand for something, we shall fall for anything. - Peter Marshall

What major is right for you?

2008-03-30T21:25:00.003+08:00

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56%

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Trust

2008-03-30T20:12:00.007+08:00

Finally, the wait has come to an end. I don't know how this will turn out but hope it's enough to keep me going and the money rollin.

On a side note, I don't know what it is with these people; whether they chose to be ignorant or they don't have a conscience to at least respond or explain themselves.

I've had it.

What can we take on trustin this uncertain life? Happiness, greatness,pride - nothing is secure, nothing keeps.~Euripides, Hecuba

body shop

2008-03-28T02:36:00.006+08:00

Shopping today was fun.
Thanks to shamie the annoying camerawoman and zu the expression-ist.
Hehe.

"What we do not see, what most of us never suspect of existing, is the silent but irresistible power which comes to the rescue of those who fight on in the face of discouragement." Napoleon Hill

It won't be soon before long

2008-03-26T00:00:00.005+08:00

Am desperately in need of another job. Urghh. I'm just gonna take whatever comes my way man. I have a feeling that I might not get a second round of interview for the NIE job.

Oh well. Next time, I might have to cook up some story just to sound more convincing during an interview, when it comes to those future plans questions, no matter how unrealistic it may sound.
I seriously need the gym, or a track or what have you as I'm slowly turning into a couch potato. Not working or schooling turns me into a complete airhead.

Hehh.

Maroon 5 kicked ass. Woohoo!

2008-03-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

Am just glad that it's over.
Oh well.

Awfully tired and dazed today, i think i just caught the flu bug from all those walks in the drizzle.

I might move to another blog site soon. Maybe.

Till later, alligators.

2008-03-02T16:47:00.001+08:00

Hiatus.

You're so vain

2008-02-29T02:08:00.005+08:00

Soooo, what have I been doing these past few weeks. Am pretty much still stuck at being a slacker which is both a good and bad thing. But it's okay. I believe my persistence will pay off, hopefully.

I guess the next thing to look forward to would be that dikir competition which is in about 2 weeks time.

Ohhh anyway, since I have been watching tv more frequently, I've been keeping up with american idol. My personal favs are david a, michael j, asia'h and brooke w.

So here's a vid of a song that's currently stuck in my head.

I bet you think this song is about you. Don't you, don't you?

Till later! ;)

standstill

2008-02-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

I just realised how my blog has reached a standstill. Bleargh.
I don't particularly have anything new to update, except for the fact that today, I went to my bro's kenduri at his new place. I still am stuck at being a bummer and am still 'selling grapes'.

Maybe I shall update when something remarkable happens.
And kamy, I miss the whole bunch of people too. Let's find a day to hang out.

Anyone going for maroon 5?

a new beginning

2008-01-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

I had a problem accessing my mailbox earlier but now it's ok.

I was at the verge of becoming a kanchiong queen, you know, like those paranoid aunties who blame the support cntre for everything.

Reminds me of my call ctre job.
Anyway, considering that the overseas technical support actualli replied to my email in 3 hours, two thumbs up for them.

Speaking of call cntre, if this new one doesn't come through by February, I might have to go back to another call centre? Or a rather mundane office job. Oh well, whatever it takes to let the money flow.

Like what my ex-colleague advised: You only have two choices: Accept or change it.
If you can't change it, accept it. And vice versa.

I should enjoy my freedom while it lasts, while keeping those kachings in check.

lalala

2008-01-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

4 hours of karaoke with fadilot was crazy. Should have just stopped at 3. Heheh. Tu la gelojoh.
Anyway 2 more days to countdown before I start back from scratch, again. Never mind that.
I got to start saving from now on. And definitely work harder.

Training with the clap hand group was great.

I really got to stop it with the STM and the ADD thing that I'm having.

Junk food and napping is making my tummy grow and turning me into a slug.
I should ~~probably~~ tag along my sis on her jogs.

It's 13 days after new year and I've not made any new year resolutions yet.

Ok maybe I'll start now.

1) Sleep early, wake up early
2) Exercise regularly
3) Work harder and earn more money
4) Stop procrastinating
5)Clean my room
6) Organise myself
7) Go to work early
8) Stop spending so much

Like very boring like that.

Ok good nite la.

saturday blues

2007-12-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

Have i ever told you how much I hate working saturdays?
I hate working saturdays.
Rushed to meet Sham after work. The gig i went to today was actualli quite disappointing or maybe it's just me. Hehehh. I think i shall take some time off and stay home tomorrow.
I'm been feeling really tired of late. I probably should start a new exercise regime and stick to it.

Tirrreedddd.
Fadilotttt whr r uu.

I'm in need of something new.

Romanced...

2007-12-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

by who else, other than..

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My Chemical Romance!
Live at expo.
Will update and post some pictures later, if i manage to find any clear ones.

another sunday

2007-12-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

So, today, I witnessed one of my good friend's engagement.
I alsoo wannntttt.

Coincidentally, one of her close relative is this aunty who sells at the nearby canteen near my workplace. Small world huh. And i thought it was just my imagination.

So sorry babe, if we didn't manage to stay long to witness the whole event. Hopefully, we'll stay longer when we see you on the pelamin in 4 yrs time. Heheh..

Before that, I had a hell of a time pining my top in which I finally gave up and borrowed my sister's jacket as soon as I reached expo. Bought a few tops and I'm quite happy with my buys. I loikkeee turquoise stuff. Take note if you want to get me birthday presents hor (hwahhwahwa). You know, just making it easier for u all =)

Tomorrow it's off to work again. With the influx number of calls, we have to OT every single day (including saturday) till the end of the year. Money-wise is greaatt but tiring laaaaaaaa.

I need to find myself a source of inspiration to find my happy side again.
And also stop delaying what I need to do, so I won't let the clutter pile up till it'll get to me.
Speaking of delays, my library book is long overdued man.

Coffeebean is really therapeutic. ;)

Till then, have a great week!

Of pop songs and bad days

2007-12-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

Today, I had a bad call centre day, period. I dunno whether it's just the exhaustion or is it the influx amount of calls or is it the management whom cannot be relied on. Or maybe it's all of the above.

So, what is the cure for bad days? Listening to cheesy happy pop songs and singing to your hearts content.

I think I shall come down to doing it tomorrow. Somehow. No matter how hard it is for me to voice it out. I hope I made the right choice. But like kamy, I am but a coward. Oh wells. But still, I refuse to acknowledge that I am leaving because of my inability, instead it's of the hours which I find may not be suitable.

Urgh, I really can't visualise what I'm going to do in future. I might as well just kiss the degree which I plan to take goodbye if I were to look at it financially.

Anyway, tomorrow will be the start of dikir training again. I hate working saturdays. Hehe.

I can't wait for wahana chalet and cpf barbeque.
Ohhh and it's someone big day on sunday.
Bleahhh im tirreedddd.

Ohh blame it on myself. I'll blame it on the weatherman.

randommm

2007-11-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

I guess the best feeling in the world is content. =) For how long this feeling stays, I'll never know. You know, maybe every time you had a bad day, you should take a chill pill (not literally of cuz), sit back and relax and just let everything fall into place. Somewhat seeking serenity in your surroundings. Mcm paham.

Last friday was my last day there, I'm definitely gonna miss going to sykin's desk asking her for food, vivitha wanting to plug out my wires, mee mee's yellow umbrella, complaining to azziana and the list goes on.

Lermak touching la. Many of us have gone separate ways now, some working, some schooling. It's a wonder how well we bonded in a mere 3 mths. Could probably be because we went thru so much crappy calls together. Sedey plak. But i definitely won't miss the dull office we had to work in. Lol. They should probably paint it bright pink and big bright flowers together with it or something.

I'll be starting a new one on monday. I hope diah gets it too.
This short vacation im having at home is making me watch more sinetron-s.

My blog seriously needs a makeover.

Btw, dilott, get well soon! Don't make us worry la.

Nites readers.

yahoo??

2007-10-31T19:25:00.000+08:00

I'm quitting soon. Hope all goes smoothly, insya allah. =)
More changes to come.

yay?

bleurgh

2007-10-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

I probably shouldn't waste my time contemplating and go find a real job. So far I haven't gotten any positive replies yet, so i might extend this temp job tho I won't want to.
Hari raya is in less than a weeks time. I haven't started cleaning my room and it would take at least a day to finish doing it. I wanna take leave.

I've been to geylang serai a few times but it's getting to be quite a bore when you get home empted-handed again.
The weather been really humid lately, don't you think.
People should stop complaining and so should I.

Maybe i should put on my red mary janes to chase away the monday blues.
Have a good day readers.

sponteneity

2007-09-28T10:07:00.000+08:00

18 more days to go..
Then i'm free from these phonecalls. No more WIS. Woohoo.
I trimmed my hair recently and the person cut my fringe really short. Darn. Oh well.

Kamy and nisa are already leaving this week.
I had buka session with my cpf girls and kranji babes recently.
Heh. Ok I seriously dunno what else to blog about. I'm at work now. Shall update later.
Bye.

2007-09-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

Well, it's been a while... and it's already ramadhan.
Heh. It's suguna's last day today. =(
I'm gonna miss my neighbour laa. Boohoo.
The best part of this job has to be the wonderful people i met. Wahaha.
Tarchinngg.
Darn, soon everyone will be leaving cpf.
Oh well, we're all temp staff afterall.
I wonder what's in store for me after i leave the office in october.

Ok everyone, happy fasting!

2007-08-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

Extremelyy exhausteddd...
Work is okkkayyy i guess except for the fact that i have do followups which i really hate and the frequent seeing of the OICs. eeeyer.
Think positive junnnn.

Happy 21th birthday to shammieee~
Hope ya like the present bebbb. and the last min birthday card. sorry laa i noe it looks very gongxifacai-ish.. wahaha.

2 more shows next weekk. yay
I am so going to do something about my unkempt hair, but i don't know what.

Alrite no more procrastinating.

Off to clear the clutter.

2007-07-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

all the best for tomorrow, everyone! ;)

ingat ini janji.

2007-07-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

Piala Raja Panggung 2007

Dgn Bertemakan Membina Mahligai Utuh Di Alaf Globalisasi

22hb Julai 2007
Bertempat Di Dewan Serbaguna Kampung Chai Chee
11pagi-9mlm

long awaited comp

2007-07-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

I hope I'll get well soon.

The countdown begins:
11 days

do u feel the heat?

2007-06-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

I have been wanting to change my blogskin but I've just been really lazy. Soonn i hope. Heh.
Right now, I have indigestion, from eating too many donuts. Yes, from eating too many donuts. *smacks head

I have 3 tomorrow. I really wish I genuinely knew what to do long term.

Ohhh anyway, graduation was coolll. I was incredibily jakun by the big screen in front which showcased the graduands.

I'd say it wasn't as draggy as I would have thought it would be.
Then I had dinner with my class. Daryl didn't eat mee siam wif me eventho he was supposed to cuz he lost the bet.

Ok since, we're in the topic of school, I'm just gonna be saying something cliche.
I'm gonna misss alll my friendddssss.
I can say that most have us have undergone lots of changes within this 3 years. Heh.
Orientation freshman camp, t03, my girlfriends, finishing up an assignment in school till 10, the staircase at level 6 where we go for zuhor, almost joining NP concert band, going to class late, blasting songs out of our laptops after school plus singing them with een, skipping lessons, the choc oreo drink they used to sell at the atrium, the waffle we used to buy from the library, having IS classes, the square at block 27 and 31, my bioinfo lecture mates, the sotong club, silat. The list goes onnnn.
Goodbye ngee ann.

Phew, what a wordy entry.

Ok, good nites ya allss.
I miss my nephew.

proactivity.

New Beginning

2007-06-07T19:54:00.000+08:00

On a Hiatus.

New look comin your way ;)

2007-06-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

As much as I would love to leave the job, I have to come to terms with myself and the situation that I can't quit. At least not nowww. No way am I going to sacrifice my one month hard earned pay. And the countdown beginsss.

Bleaurghhh.
And i am not ashamed to admit, that I have the traits of a job hopper.

did u watch anugerah yesterday?
damn i should have voted, cuz warrah being out is absurd.
oh well.

tk good cre you all.

stay and figure it out.

new place

2007-05-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

It's only been 2 weeks and I'm already given tasks I've never done before. So, I'm actually pretty stressed. Especially when they already expect me to know everything from A-Z.

Anyhoos that aside, they had this dept gathering yesterday. Let the pictures do the talking.

these are the sheets of paper where i update leave every month.

this is my small notice board, where i stick notes of small reminders. and the place where i hang the keys to the storeroom.

these are the boxes of annual leave 2005/2006 where i have to rummage records of the employees when/if somebody complains about their pay from previous years.

the guy on the left (i dunno who), my senior admin asst who got second in *insert company 's name idol, A levels temp staff who's leaving soon and the NTU intern.

this is the guy that keeps hogging the mike. wahaha. and beside him are the senior colleagues in my dept.

ok dats all.
and that marks the end of yet another 5 day work week.

Have a greattt weekkeennd.

Happy birthday mummy. =)

awayyy. far far away from my comfort zone.

2007-05-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

I promise i won't forget you..
Thanks for sticking by me through thick and thin, through the best and the worse of times.
Goodbye to youuuu ...

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old phone.

The transition from a nokia to a sony ericsson is hard.
I'm actualli a tad nervous for tomorrow. Just a tad. Hopefully I won't turn into a kanchiong spider.
Ok i need to sleep.
Positivity my friends.
Nites ~~loyal readers.~~

2007-05-09T01:09:00.000+08:00

What do u do when u have to wait for a friend for 2 hours straight at the salon?

I started walking around at first, then i got bored.
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Another job interview on thursday.
Ok i need to start sleeping early, less time on the internet and start taking lonnggg jogs.
So many things to be done and achieved, yet i dunno whr to start.
The first step is deemed as the hardest. But things have got to be done.
And, i need a remedy for my insomniac nites.

proactivity

2007-05-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

Oh please let the swelling subside by tomorrrow.
Need lots and lots of iceee.
I seriously don't understand my allergies.

And all I can ask for is strength.

spiderwebs.

tralalaaa

2007-05-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hoho. Guess I'm not taking up the offer in the end, because of various reasons. Not just one, but manyy. Good ones. I think, if you were me, you would have done the same. *Woofwooff
I'm keeping my options open now la.
I guess it's back to the drawing board.

Hey, look at the bright side, I got a ride on my boss's porsche on the first day. Woohoo.
Sorry mr boss. I'm sure there are many other candidates who would willingly take up the job. =(
Wany and my irritating sister has tagged me, so I'm gonna list down the 10 weird things about me.

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about youself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names and why you chose them. don't forget to leave a comment that says 'you're tagged' on their profile and tell them to read your lastest blog :)

1)I don't really read instructions word for word.

2)I have ADD(Attention Deficit Disorder) which means I have trouble paying attention. I guess it runs in the family. Copied this from sis.

3)I love orbitt oldiesss. Those people actualli do sing better sometimes.

4)I can't lie for nuts. I have let the cat out of the bag oh so many times. Pfft

5)I can do this 'hamster twitch' which nobody I noe can do.

6) I can be very very bossy, tho you don't see it often.

7)I don't always comb my hair nowadays. Lol. What do u expect when you've got curly hair.

8)When i listen to a song that I like but dunno the title, I listen to part of the lyrics and save it to my phone so that i can google it when i get back home.

9)My siblings call me monkey. Kwang asam.

10)I like to ogle at babies eversince the birth of my nephew.

How, can onot?

Everyone on my links should do this.
especially fara and fadilah.
fara cuz she's an active blogger.
fadilah cuz she told me she's gonna open a new blog.

ok buhbye.

2007-04-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

Nothing comes easy. Not without hard work, sincerity and luck.
Luck is when preparation meets opportunity.
Judgement. No need for judgement.
Never look back.
Because we are only humans.
Changes changes changes.
Make a turn.

I need to find me in myself.
ok that's a massive amount of psychobabble.
Heh. Till we meet again.
fighter.

birthday dinner.

2007-04-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

woohoo, my first birthday post in weeks.
A happy 21st birthday to Zulaiha Bte Hassan aka Zu.

the birthday girl, doing the ~~very kental~~ peace sign.

It was a great meetup, sharing stories with the gurls especially filling up the feedback form and signing off as petom. As usual, Nisa had lots of stories to share. Especially stories from her workplace. Sham was still as crazy and noisy as ever. Wahaha. And zu was sick.

We had her birthday dinner at swensons, and managed to get her a last minute present, wrapped in the most abstract way ever by sham and assisted by the other 2, in the middle of nowhere.

8 years of friendship and counting, insya allah.

Ok fara, if i get this 3rd job interview, I'll be stuck in an industrial estate just like u, so pray hard tht i get it. heh.
Ok have a great weekend everyone.

Toodles.

i need a run.

2007-04-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

The interview was suprisingly very fast which may or may not be a good thing. But whatever the outcome is, I'll just follow through.
If I don't get a favourable reply by the first week of may, maybe I'll look for a part-time job first. Haiyahh. So lecehh. Or what? go back to deli? Argh.

yeyey shopping!

2007-04-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

Ok, so i have 2 this week. 2 different job scopes, industries, professions. Which would you choose, stability or interest? If possible I wanna do both, but I'm afraid it's not very possible. Ok let's see what happens. Wish me good luck hokeyy. ;)

Dear friends, please refrain me from overspending my money. Much appreciated.

Regards,
Junaida

2007-04-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

I confidently thought that my pay was out today (since I have alrd deposited the cheque a few days ago) and so i went out la.
Only to noe that it's still pending. So there I was, stranded, alone, with only -20++ cents in my ezlink. But it wasn't so bad when fadilah came to 'save' me.
So, i have learnt my lesson.

This week's been my cranky week. And today some stranger had to spill his pink dolphin drink on me. Thanx eh.

Oh, guess who I saw at asiapac on my last day of work?
My ex-discipline master from secondary school. Mr Razak.
Now that brings back memories doesnt it. Days of push ups on the grey parade square.
Hehe.

I actualli wanted to buy chocs for the RMA department on my last day, but my pay wasn't in yet so no need lor.

Nites everyone.

wonderful invention

tralala

2007-04-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

Now, that was a very short hiatus. I am happy today lar. Heehee.
No words could describe the elation I felt when I finally got hold of the cheque that I have been waiting for all week having been so hard on cash all month. And overall, I am happy today. =) Yeay.

On the other hand, my last day at asiapac is this friday. Just when the place was starting to grow on me. I'll definitely miss the people there. Now, I'm starting the ball rolling by sending resumes to whichever companies which might want me. I must get another one soon.

Ain's already gg for an interview tomorrow, for quite an interesting position, at least for me it is. All the besttt yeah. ;)

Dear RICH generous kind-hearted employers, please grant me a reply soon. Thanks.

Well good luck to me.

~~I'm gonna be an early birdddiie.~~

2007-04-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

Am goin on a short hiatus. Will be back when I'm back ;)

2007-04-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

The sniffles just won't go away. Headaches too.
Feel like taking the day off tomorrow.
But that's a lott of moneyy lor.
I seemed to have a lot on mind lately, subconsciously.
oh wells.
language analyst?
I need to do my resume by this week laa, but I only have microsoft works in my lappy which might look different when opened in microsoft word.

I neeeddd to unwinnndddd.
When are we meeting up gurlss?
Come to think of it, i can't wait for this job to endd.
If only money grew on trees...

I miss my friends.

change.

Goalllsss?

2007-04-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

Maybe I should come up with 5 goals per week. See how much I can accomplish.
My job's ending on the 20th. Could be earlierrr. Then I'll be jobless again. Aiyah.
Trying not to have any loopholes in between to maintain da kachinnggss else I'll be so broke like you can never imagine.
I need to redo my resume. Now where am I gonna get an IC pic of myself.
Ok I need to get my sleep.

Nitesss lovelieesss.

2007-03-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

ok time for updates. Dun have much updates lar, unless u dun mind reading what-i-did-today entries. Ok, had dikir, after what seemed like a long timee. Bessttt. I missed clapping hands and the gurls. Irah and ifah sure have grown up. Heheh.

Oh and while me and my sis were waiting for a cab to head home, we witnessed a group of really rude, inconsiderate and seram-looking people. I dunno if they were drunk, but they actualli had the cheek to cut queue and possibly wanted to beat the uncle up for not agreeing to let them to have the cab first. They were not in the queue mind u. I almost thought they were going to have a fight there and then. Gosshhh. If I had the guts, I would have smacked the guys upside down lar. What a bunch of irritants. However, it was nice to see that a passerby helped.

Ok nuff bout that. Paydayy feels so farr awayy...
I think I'm gonna be sickk.
Headaches, stomaches and a dry throat. Hope im cured before monday.

sappphire.

standstill?

2007-03-25T19:53:00.000+08:00

I have so many things to achieve, but where do I start?

standstill

a lazy thursday

2007-03-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

Awaiting for the weekends. I'm falling asleep at work everyday.
Kinda miss school.
One of the guys at my workplace reminds me of one of the characters in the cartoon monster inc. Random random. Had lunch with lysia today and I got a nyonya-like bag. But it actualli looks okay on me somehow.

Better put those excess energy to good use.
Tireeddd eyeesss. crappy moodswingsss

tra la la...

2007-03-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

Back from my long hiatus. Currently am on a temp job at fadilot's attachment place. So far, ok lor. Mundane job but it pays well so I dun have much to complain. Yep, and i've been 'forced' to convert to the new blogger. Must have been something i accidentally clicked on. Heh. Today was ok and eventho i felt exceptionally extra at the back cuz i went alone, I guess i kinda enjoyed it. Didn't managed to take any pics tho. That's enough excitement for one day. =) As for overdued updates, prom nite was great tho not spectacular. And again, I didn't manage to take much pics. Had to rush to deli's chalet. The prom however was a sweet farewell to poly life. As for my final results, it was pretty average. The chances of me getting in U is pretty low. But then again, do I really wanna go U.. Can't wait for graduation but at the same time, I'm so gonna miss schooool. Goodbbyee ngee ann.

Back to work tmr.
Payday faster come.

starstruck

2007-03-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

2007-02-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

On a Hiatus.

confused

2007-02-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

so many things to achieve, so little time, so little money, so many responsibilities.

mindless goals?

con-pi-used.

crossroads.

2007-02-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

I went to the interview today. Not sure about this job but guess I'm willing to give it a try. It's based on commision la. See how it works out. But the atmosphere and location is noice tho. Gosh i kinda miss school sometimes. Working life seeems sstressful to say the least. But i gotta push myself lorrr. Ouh speaking of school, our class had phototaking and Fara was on tv yesterday because of some school bursary for good students. Lol. Congratss

Me and sis went for the match yesterday. Happening laaa. Suke ehh diahh...
Wheee prison break.
ok bye.

dun let the fear of losing keep you from playing the game?
nahhh no more games.

melodrama

2007-01-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

So much for not wanting to blog for today. The melody still rings in my head.
From this moment..
Oooppss.?
Wakaka.Mallluuu.

Anyway, that aside, Nabil's sleeping over tmr and first training for wd, after eons. Whee.
And a short meetup with my poly classmates before that.
I need a longgggggggg run.
I realise that 20 is an age where you're trying to figure out your path.
Like they say, the phase between teenagehood and adulthood.
Ok random.

last but nt least.
Happy belated birthday Lay Keat.

ya allah, give me strength and direction.

lalala

2007-01-19T02:24:00.000+08:00

Somehow I have lost the zest to update.
Been thinking about a few things recently, from viva presentation, further studies, money, a job, so on and so forth. Gosh i think i've been thinking too much that I'm turning into a bigger klutz. Pfftt. There's so much that i need to do.

I didn't think i did well for my presentation, content wise. Pretty upset when the 2nd marker shot me with a lot of comments like lacking in depth and analysis. I mean, it's not like I learnt that in school what. I dun even noe how to analyse design. I only did programming in my bio informatics major (remind me why i chose that). Oh well, a pass is already good enuf, IF i pass. =( better pray hard.

That day, we went for the NTU talk at suntec. Ain and I were thinking of applying NTU courses irregardless of whether we get it or not. Since we dun have the top 20% of cohort thingy, the chances of getting selected probably relies on the portfolio. No harm trying.

Else, I'll just get a job with a good pay. Hmm entah la.

Oh muse was in singapore that day but I didn't catch it la. Dilah was upset that she didn't get to go. Sori ler i forgot to tell you amidst all these. Maybe we can catch them in erm london? Lol.

Tomorrow will mark the last day of attachment. Toblerones for everyone!
I'll miss the maroon building, the canteen food, the washroom auntie and uncle who without fail, help to open the door every morning(cuz we dn have access cards u see), the counting down of days with peggy from the first day we reached till the end and bus 91. Congrats to all who survived 5 months plus of attachment. Sometimes being in an office environment reminded me of what my senior told me donkey yrs back which was in sec sch btw, of me being/turning into a careerminded woman judging frm my character which i din tink so back then. Lol.
Biar btol, tho i feel (feeling2 only) like one sometimes. No laa, I don't even have a possible jobscope in mind. Tho i dun mind being a rich business woman. Rich and happy yes.
*bursts bubble.
I just realised that we have a shoe stealer on the lose. kalo nk org bole kasi la, tk payah mencuri. haiiiiiii the nerveeee of these people. Gosh. And apparently my smelly shoes were the ones that's missing. Haiyoh.. Better admit before i catch u red handed. Yes, I have hidden security cameras.

Back to lala land.

Happy birthday lil Nabil.

carpe diem

2007-01-03T15:16:00.000+08:00

Hope it's not too late to wish everyone selamat hari raya aidiladha and happy new year. Would like to apologise to everyone if I did anyone wrong this 2006.
Let 2007 be a fresh new start aite. =)

My new year resolution is to have a better 2007, besides a few other personal goals and achievements which i hope to achieve.

Agree with my sis about 2006. Despite the challenging and shocking moments we faced this year, it sorta brought our family closer together, just like old times. And i pray that it gets better this coming year, insya allah.
But i guess 2006 was a good year.

My fellow intern says she's going overseas right after attachment ends, for a getaway. Woah, i wish i could too.
I think i shall renew my expired passport soon.

Multitasking right now. Blogging, uploading files and doing my project report.
I have a long way to gooo. Expect to sleep late this week. Cuz I need to at least finish up by friday.
And i suspect to be OT-ing again this week, just to finish up and submit. Pffttt.

Hopefully my brain cells works doubly hard so i can finish the report and submit by the 8th. Either a no pay leave or i'll pass to peggy. Tempted to do the latter so that I could meet my fwenzz. Will see.

Lysia got connie for second marker, our year one lecturer or as she puts it, 'your favourite teacher' hehe, wonder who i got.

Had an impromptu meetup with my friends yesterday. Impromptu meetups are always the best yeah ;)

Wat a long post. Phew.
I can't wait till IAP is over.

Chen-kiu for reading.

carpe diem.

FYI

2006-12-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

Taiwan quake disrupts Asian Internet, telecom services

A strong earthquake in Taiwan has damaged several undersea cables in the region, jamming up the Internet and telecoms systems across much of East Asia, according to regional operators.
The disruption was widespread, hitting services in Japan, Taiwan, South Korea, Singapore and Hong Kong, with knock-on effects elsewhere, they said.

"Due to the earthquake that hit Taiwan (late Tuesday), several undersea data cables were damaged," said a spokesman for PCCW, Hong Kong's biggest telecoms company.

"Data traffic to Taiwan, Korea, Japan and the United States is affected," he said, adding that
the company was diverting data and monitoring repairs.
The spokesman said data capacity has been reduced to 50 percent and that there had been an upsurge in attempts to gain access to the Internet as people were trying to get information about the quake.
He cautioned that some Internet users in the region could experience congestion over the next several days.

Major telecom operators in Japan said damaged cables had jammed up phone lines and slowed down the Internet there.

NTT Communications, the internet and long-distance call business of Japan's largest telecom firm Nippon Telegraph and Telephone Corp., said some 1,400 toll-free phone lines as well as 84 international lines used internally by companies were affected.
"Customers have found difficulty in making international calls and transmitting data," said Satoru Ito, a spokesman for KDDI Corp., another of Japan's major telecommunication companies.

He said the company was still probing the extent of the problem but that communications between Japan and other Asian countries were running at a slower pace through a backup system. The Tokyo Stock Exchange, the world's largest bourse outside of New York, was functioning without problems, a spokesman said.

Meanwhile, the Hong Kong stock exchange said it too was also working without problems although several dealers said they have had difficulties accessing international news providers for information.

Most of them said they received complaints from customers who used the Internet for prices but the disruption has not affected trading.

"Some of our customers who use the Internet complained that they can't look at stock prices online. That's our main problem," said Jackson Wong, investment manager at Tanrich Securities.

"That has increased our workload because we have customers who keep calling and asking us the prices that we can get from the trading floor but in general our service has not been disrupted much," he said.
Other stock markets in the region appeared to be operating without major problems, with several setting all time highs as a recent bull run continued.
A major 7.1-magnitude earthquake rocked Taiwan on Tuesday, leaving two people dead and at least 42 injured.

The main telecoms provider there, Chunghwa Telecom, reported similar problems to its services.

"Problems with underwater cables have affected Taiwan, Japan, South Korea and China. The internet capacity in Taiwan is about 40 percent now so the service is jammed," Chunghwa Telecom said.

Telecommunications services in southern Taiwan were temporarily disrupted late Tuesday after the quake but resumed later at night.

It was unclear when the Internet service would be back to normal, the company added.

source: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/061227/1/45ny6.html

thinking tots

rants

2006-12-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

At work now but no tasks in hand yet except for the project report.

Relatives came by on an impromptu visit yesterday. Families from both sides came, right after one left. Woahh. Week's been pretty mind-boggling what with the missing person and all which really shocked our socks off. I hope their family resolves their conflicts.

Meeting sis later, to shop shop shop.
Tho i'm like broke. Wakaka.
We got identical bags. Daaaaa jadi mcm ifah irah.
Fellow intern said the pay was in last friday. Arghh i want my cheque.

replenish

sat

2006-12-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

Yeloo everyone. I was asleep earlier but was 'awakened' by dust and dust mites(if there were any) which were making me sneeze nonstop. I think it's time i cleaned my room..

Went to khatu in the morning with dear ol fadilots and her friend, ella.
Congrats TP girls(baik jaja, saiha) for clinching best girls group as well as the top 3 namely sp, ite dover and fuhua sec. Results were pretty expected tho. Entertaining nevertheless.

Right after that, fadilot came over to see nabil. Thanks to her cikgu for the meal and the ride home.
Nabil sleeps like an angel. Hehe. Surprisingly, he was in a good mood that day, despite yet another benjol.
Attachment ends less than a mth away.
i dun think the tagboard's cuming any time soon. Cuz currently the tagboard's color doesnt match and im too lazy to edit. Hehh.

Wheee one day off, like finally! woohoo.

praying for a clean breakthrough.

2006-12-18T11:31:00.000+08:00

Under Construction.

chalet

2006-12-17T11:17:00.000+08:00

Whee chalet was fun fun fun, despite arriving late.
Had barbeque and charade. I am so bad at charade. Wakaka.
Karaoke-d till 2. Yeyy. Then checked out the next day. There were a lot of food wastages, me and saihah were like comtemplating whether to throw the food away or not. A bucket of half-cooked chicken, prawns, fish, a bucket of rice and bee hoonn.
Had breakfast at mc and went to kak fid's place to ~~watch vcd~~ sleep. It was a lazy saturday.
Havent done my project report. =/ PPffttt.
Attachment ends this january, how time flies. Then, i'll say goodbye to the maroon building.
Have a gretttt weekend.

Note to self: Do FYP report.

2006-11-08T17:42:00.000+08:00

on a Hiatus =)

craving for thosai

2006-11-07T14:28:00.000+08:00

Brrr. It's 18 ++ degrees in the office. Freezing cold. Initially i had wanted to check out if the stall downstairs sold thosai but then i ended up having coffee for lunch instead. Futhermore thosai is only eaten in the morning la dey. I think it'll suffice.
Weekends are already filled with the upcoming show as well as jalanraya with the gurls. Trainings after work, but I'm surprised that im not really that tired. I much prefer having them actualli rather than endless routine.
Actionscript now, on news_ticker which i have absolutely no idea how to code.

argh i need a run.
nk weekend, nad? ;)

random random.

mega perdana semis

2006-10-30T14:38:00.000+08:00

this, i miss.

ok back to actionscript. ugh

Random

2006-10-16T09:13:00.000+08:00

Current listen(s): christina aguilera - hurt, fray- how to save a life, Rush- Aly and AJ.

To all of ya resuming school today, Welcome back.
~~Darn,~~ i miss sch.
Haze haze go away.

acoustics.

2006-10-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

I think today's wd iftar was the best thing that's happened this week despite stress after stress. And attachment, tell me abt it. The berterabor training felt so good, after sucha a long time. Then it's discussion about our upcoming deeparaya show and next week's workshop. Thank you for making my day gurls. =)

The PSI has risen to 109 as of 11.38pm. No wonder my voice has been rough today.
ok bye.

2006-10-12T09:07:00.000+08:00

top 5 things i need/need to do

1)a haircut (the hair looks like tarzan's, literally)
2)pump shoes
3)clean my room
4)exercise
5)money

Enjoy ur weekends! ;)

2006-10-09T10:05:00.000+08:00

A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty. - Winston ChurchHill

2006-10-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

Haze worsens in Singapore, PSI reading hits 150
Posted: 07 October 2006 1945 hrs

SINGAPORE : The air quality in Singapore plunged back to unhealthy level in the evening as raging bush and forest fires in Indonesia continued to send thicker and thicker smoke around the region.

At 9pm, the pollutant standards index (PSI) was recorded at 150.

The PSI reading hit 130 at 10am on Saturday morning, and the all-time high was 226 in 1997.

The 3-hour PSI reading first entered the unhealthy range at 8am on Saturday morning, with a PSI reading of 101.

It recovered to moderate levels in the early afternoon but rose sharply later in the day.

The latest satellite pictures showed there were 506 hotspots and thick smoke haze in Sumatra, mainly in Riau, Jambi and South Sumatra, and winds blowing in a southerly to southwesterly direction had brought smoke haze from southern Sumatra to Singapore.

NEA added that the prevailing winds are also transporting the smoke haze towards the Malacca Straits and Peninsular Malaysia.

"The prevailing winds are transporting the smoke haze towards the Malacca Straits, Peninsular Malaysia and Singapore," the agency said.

The Malaysian capital Kuala Lumpur on Friday also reported unhealthy air levels, while flights were disrupted in the country's Sarawak province on Borneo island.

A spokesman for Singapore's Changi Airport on Saturday said the haze had not affected operations at the regional aviation hub.

Hundreds of firefighters in Indonesian Borneo, aided by police and volunteers, were Friday dousing illegal forest fires causing acrid haze that blanketed western parts of the island, officials in the neighbouring country said.

Indonesia's annual burn-off causes a haze that typically smothers parts of Malaysia, Singapore and Thailand as well as Indonesia itself.

The NEA advises people with existing heart or respiratory ailments to reduce physical exertion and outdoor activity. - CNA

source: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/234369/1/.html

goshhh no more haze pls, its making me itch (literally).
stop burning forests larrr.. thanx.

ya allah, show me the right path.

2006-09-21T01:03:00.000+08:00

I slept. Now im awake.
Hospitals are depressing.
I hate hospitals.

i feel sorry for dad.
for mum too.
All the other things are unnecessary.
If u wanna go do a better job,
come, do it.
Act, instead of talk.

gotta stay strong, for mum.
Wateva happens, will happen.
Just hope for the best.

an interfusion of feelings.
sad, sympathetic, angry, confused, worried, blank? i've got it all.

2 days mc. im back to work. =)
and to everyone else, thanks.
i miss all of u.

ya allah, show me the right path.

conviction and style.

2006-09-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

the day the interns have been waiting for, friday.
and the countdown continues.
tick tock tick tock. . .

the office went out to pizza hut after work today; to bid farewell to audrey, our editor. I ate so much just now.I felt like my stomach was going to burst. Now that she's gone, I dunno whats gonna happen next. Gosh, i dunno how i'll survive without her, it's just 2 weeks mann. I know nothing.

But I did learn a new craze for some of my colleagues today. my fellow intern calls it 'tong':the machines, where u slot coins to get the toys in the capsules or something. tsk tsk. lol.

In addition, i need to keep $$$ in check, cuz im really broke. Cheers to more tapau-ed food.

Ive been having spurts of adrenaline rushes lately, where i can't seem to keep my mouth shut. Very irritating, trust me.

Een's brother getting engaged too this sunday, n i'll be over to help carry trays. hee.

I think i need a run. or perhaps a punch, rite fadilot?=)
Breathe in, breathe out.

conviction and style. adrenaline leftovers.

2006-09-11T11:13:00.000+08:00

free and easy. light and breezy.

contented

2006-09-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

firstly i went over to sch for awhile wif my sis. next, i met nad and fara. went over to ain's place to pay her a visit. She just recovered, u see. Had a good laugh. Something i needed to overcome unnecessary stress in my head.

den afterwards i went over to the workplace to meet dilah n the deli gang. felt so happy to see them sey. dunno y oso. and me? have nt worked since , forever.

after that, i headed to kenduri at my aunt's.
cuzzins, they grow up so fast. and there's so many children and toddlers in the house. da mcm childcare cerntre. and nabil lost weight.

and the verdict for friday.
an expected result. i din think i deserve it anw, given my lopsided preparation.
and my biggest mistake was showcasing my flaws out in the open.
disappointed yes. but im over it.
i hope so.

upsides - yay to fried food
im free
i dun hafta rush anymore
no risks to social suicide.
no more unneccessary worry.

downsides - none

and tanx a lot nadiah. =))
and all those people who believed.
so touched.

failing thrice (or 10x) doesnt mean u'll fail forever.
how's that for an optimistic tot?

redemption? only if opportunity strikes. =)

2006-09-07T15:11:00.000+08:00

due to some unforeseen events and my clumsy self , i got my kneecap injured. it hurts when i walk, i sit, i stand. it hurts, every single time. =( oh well.

thursday, one more day to friday, hurrayy.
was talking to lysia on msn and it made me miss school and the sotong club. lol.
the funny thing about work is i'm always the first few people to arrive and 30 mins early at that. An irony, since i'm always 30 mins late for sch.

first week of work is a lil slackish , but its been ok. so far pple are nice.
ok gtg before the boss comes.

wish me luckkkk tmr. i need it.

dear leg, please heal soon. tanx

2006-09-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

[current music: call me when you're sober. - evanescence]
wish me luck!

be realistic but not pessimistic

Humility

2006-08-28T15:11:00.000+08:00

Humility does not mean thinking less of yourself than of other people, nor does it mean having a low opinion of your own gifts. It means freedom from thinking about yourself at all. ~William Temple

freedom of expression.
game of chance.
live in the moment.
adapt.
energy.
perseverance.
discipline.

i still need a run.

attachment is less than a week away.
oh headache please go away. Thanx.

"whatever tomorrow brings i'll be there. with open arms and open eyes yeahhh.. ."

2006-08-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

Went to ngee ann city to see kranji band perform. Well, its been a long time.
Nyeahaha. They even have cheers now. Dengar2 ader org belom return uniform. ;)

I need a run.

OMG. Monday!

karma.

2006-08-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

I have truly understood the meaning of what comes around goes around.
well u can never ever truly please everybody.

no one is perfect.
not you. not me. not them.

can't wait to meet up with my gurls this friday.

Exams are over! yeayness.
4th september here i come

spread the positive energy arnd

2006-08-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

oohh. before i forget,

happy 19th birthday to AYU!

exams.

2006-08-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

Exams make me sick, literally.

and why am i complaining. at least i only got 2 papers. heh.
IGP paper tomorrow, and i only started studying yesterday.
well good luck to me.

whattttt mathilda's out?
i hope hady wins singapore idol.

All the best for the exams, everyone. =)

.take a breath of self respect.

Friday

2006-08-11T01:32:00.000+08:00

So much for my hiatus.
Got bored with the layout. Mite change again.

I had a little chat with a friend, and it made me see from 2 different views of people. I guess both views has it's own set of truths. It comes down to how you want to be treated. I'm settling on balance and adapting differently in different situations . (i think) =) well wateva.

Recaps:

Tuesday:
Had BC demo during class and Mr Raj was nice enough to give us good grades as long as our program can work and function properly. Then, had to rush of to Bedok for a 10-course National Day dinner. Free food. Aww too bad we din win any table lucky draws this year. Then me and some of the girls went off to ecp for supper. Lol. So much for wanting to lose weight.

Wednesday:
Couldn't remember much.

Thursday:
Stayed home cuz we had no more classes.

nabil's coming over tmr. yeayness. And having biojava walkthrough in the morng. Had the intention of reading thru notes but i'm still here. Well attachment is less than a month away. and so is gmr8. Lol. i never ~~quit~~ learn do i.

Like some people say, life is all about taking risks.

take cre peeps.

think happy tots yah.

2006-07-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

Taking a short break to give way to assignments.

HIATUS.

Saturday

2006-07-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i dreamt of band. I dreamt asking my band instructor to let me play and me telling him how much i miss band. I think that much is all i remembered from the dream. Too bad, those days were over. Hehhh.

Anyway, i'll be going to ndp preview later with kak jun. It has been ages since i watched NDP ya noe. Hahkz. *jakun mode. I luv goodybags.

Edited:

There's more actualli but i can't seem to upload them.

Gotta finish my Biojava soon cuz I only have the GUI, i haven't started on the functions and all. Argh. Note to self: Please dun forget your assignment deadline.
As much as I am worried about my attachment, I'm pretty excited as well. But one thing's for sure it definitely wun be easy.

Upcoming is this ndp performance for silat. Sortof a parade of performances i think.
Oh and not forgeting ndp dk show on 8th August.
I hope they dun clash.

See ya in a bit.=)

dillusional

2006-07-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

word of the day: Dillusional.

Never be dillusioned.

Nice to see, nice to hold, once broken, considered sold.
back to earth =)

2006-07-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

Nafpha was crappy yet refreshing.
I kept chattering like a chatterbox today for some reason i can't fathom.
Petpotpetpot. I sounded irritating ok.
Naseb ar nad n fara.
Almost wanted to skip this napfa test cuz i was lazy. But surprisingly it turned out to be ok,better than expected, except for shuttle run which screwed everything.

Hahkz. It's ok then, i'll work on my weaknesses. ;)

Well well, i have 2 assignments to finish up, Biocomputing and BioJava.
Chionging all the way.
And not forgetting
your 'favourite module', IGP(Introduction to Geonomics&Proteomics)
Gotta study somehow. I have no idea how i am gonna memorise all those details.

Take cre everyone.

2006-07-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

Finally some updates.

These 2 days have been tiring especially yesterday's rushing thru of dpm(designing promotional materials) where we had to do a portfolio of our promotional materials(poster, brochure, 30 sec etrailer). I mean, for a project that required at least a week to do, we did it in 1 day(less than that actualli). Kakaka. Lain kali buat last minute lagi ah. So i had a 'selamba' party at een's place that day with an hour's sleep. That is gonna be the first and the last time la. Hahakz. Woke up the next morning, rushed home, bathed, put on formal clothes and off to school again. I was practically walking like a zombie all the way.

And then at 7, met up with zu and shamie to watch ifdn at our previous secondary school. They call it cultural nite now i tink. It was cool. Cuz we were once there. Kinda missed it actually. Then after that, we all went over to nisa's to catch up and to menge-WISH Nisa.
Quote of the day"Kita berkumpul di sini dengan satu hajat yg besar. Iatu utk menge-wish... .. .. . ."
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY NISA!

Haha. it was fun lar, catching up on old times. And just got home now. Took cab. The journey was super-fast. Nice.

Ok nites then. Im so so tired.

Biarlah rahsia.

2006-07-17T13:38:00.000+08:00

Siti Nurhaliza @ gitu gitu apek

kway teow goreng biarlah rahsia.
LOL.

Speaking of which, siti's getting married.

Saturday

2006-07-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

Had a ball of a time today during our show at parkway. We'll be having another one for racial harmony next sunday. Today's show has to be the funniest or kekek-est lar. Hehee..
Anyway, there are a lot of school things to be done
1)IGP Slides
2)WISP Presentation
3) DPM JobPrep and Portfolio
I just hope I have enough focus to get these done by the end of nxt wk.
Anyway good luck to all ivp silat participants!

Gosh im still sick.

Mega Perdana 2006 Finals

2006-07-04T09:22:00.000+08:00

lalala...~dabis.
i keep replaying the recording of saturday's performance.
Saturday was definitely one of the most memorable experience ever. Rehearsals after rehearsals. Sampai terbantot nk makan nasi lemak. Before our performace, we were giving each other hugs, definitely emotional for everyone which was an irony cuz we were to perform a happy set. Everyone was nerve-wrecked. True, not our best performance but the important thing is everyone enjoyed themselves. Darn, I'm so bad with angles and direction=(
Next up, parkway show.
Btw.
Yay, got my attachment!

Last but not least

Happy 19 th Belated Birthday to

Nur Ain Bte Ahmad!

"Confidence on the outside begins by living with integrity on the inside."-- Brian Tracy

2006-06-26T07:02:00.000+08:00

everyone seems to be down with flu. I have a stuffy nose and a burning throat.
Oh please let us heal by 1st july.
Resisted the temptation for chocs.
And trying to drink more water. But that would mean more visits to the toilet.
4 more days gurls. ;)
gigigigil gigigigil!

seek beauty in the things that you see.

2006-06-24T04:25:00.000+08:00

goshh having a split headache now. Was feeling nauseus(probably because of the very veryyy veryyy shaky bus) on the way home wif my sister. What made it worse was the 'variety' of smells in the bus, from smelly feet, durian to body odour. Thank god i didn't puke.

i just hope this crankiness dies off soon. i almost wanted to slap this guy (if i had the guts) who was swearing his head off. But well I should feel sorry for him. cuz he seemed to have a mental condition.

sch's starting next monday and ... .. the countdown continues..
i expect next week to be hectic.

on a brighter side, nabil's coming over. =D

tak-ing care!

stepping out of the comfort zone.

Tag!

2006-06-24T03:34:00.000+08:00

it's 4 plus am. it's all random.
request by wany. dun mind the malay words. influenced.

7 random facts abt me:
* I can't sleep early when there's holiday.
* i'm an introvert (hehh aku copy ko wany)
* i'm still figuring myself out
*i can't sing, but i can karaoke
*i have a lot of unachieved goals
*fara's mom said i reminded her of people from her time becuz of my hair (kater minah retro khakahakha)
* i can't stand rude people

7 things that scare me:
* allah s.w.t
* hari kiamat(doomsday)
* what kind of person i'll turn out to be in 20 years time
* not getting a good job after graduation
* 1st july (buat ragam sala angle)
* terlupe nk kahwin. quoted. hahakz. ishhkk tkder la. still younggg!
* losing people i love

7 random music at the moment:
(errrr. wrong timing lerrr)
* comp recordings
* sakura - rossa
* who knew - pink (cuz i just watched the video on tv)
* rihanna - unfaithful
* phoenixbangkit - mnasir
*mimpi yang sempurna - peterpan
*breakaway - kelly clarkson

7 things i like most:(not in order)
* my frens
* shopping!
* my family
* being happyyy
* trying out new things
* alternative music
* money!

7 things i say the most:
* hehe
* ish tkder la
* irritating sey
* ehhhh
* hahahh jgn merepek
* hoi!
* aper sey.

7 people to do this:
anybody who wants to. lai laiii...

2006-06-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

Nelly Furtado - Try (live)(Sunday Night Classics)

Time management and sacrifices.

2006-06-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

can you believe it? 10 more days.
Hope all goes well. I really wanna perform for this big event.
the word 'selection' itself is pretty scary.
Let's give it all we've got.

well.
The flu bug is back.

2006-06-18T02:31:00.000+08:00

criticisms are indirect words of encouragement.
If u dun succeed,
try and try again.
never ever give up.

no one is ever complete w/o an edge.

phoenix bangkit

2006-06-16T01:36:00.000+08:00

suddenly this song comes to mind,
phoenix bangkit - m nasir
Bina jambatan menuju ke seberang
Melangkah jurang lebar dan dalam
Dengan darah dan keringat
Dengan airmata berpegang pada taliNya

Rapatkan saf semangatmu jangan goyah
Kota yang telah roboh harus dibina semula
Atas dasar kebenaran demi kita demi waris
Semua serangan yang datang kita tangkis

( 1 )Jangan kau gentar pada bayang-bayang sendiri
Di sebalik pahit getir kemenangan menanti
Bagaikan burung Phoenix bangkit dari abu
Bangkit membina (semula) satu keindahan (baru)
Phoenix bangkit

Bina jambatan menuju keseberang
Dengan darah keringat dan airmata oh...
Melangkah ke seberang ke tanah yang dijanjikan
Dirindukan
Demi cinta tiada lain demi cinta

Jangan kau gentar pada bayang-bayang sendiri
Di sebalik pahit getir kemenangan menanti
Bina jambatan menuju keseberang
Dengan darah keringat dan airmata oh...
Melangkah ke seberang ke tanah yang dijanjikan
Dirindukan
Demi cinta tiada lain demi cinta
Demi cinta... demi cinta...

silat camp

2006-06-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

came back on wednesday from a 3d 2n silatcamp at school. 2 days in sch the other day at ecp. First day, the run to bukit timah was torturous. nyahaha. blame it on the spare tyres and half-passstamina. Then came, beach training = soccer with slipper goalposts and water monkey. Seni performance of the 2 groups were cancelled.But no worries, cuz i guess everyone had fun at the end of the day. Then it's home sweet home. Slept in the bus and they almost had my pic taken. Rched home and slept again. Hehe.

sch is starting soon. only 2 weeks of holiday. baru nk kerja. speaking of work, my friends have already gotten their attachment. At least most. so i'm wondering when i'm getting mine. Let's hope it's iap.

btw my fren's mum's fighting a cancer. Everyone, do pray for her.
and fren, be strong ok.
Insya allah all goes well.
Alrite peeps take cre!